I get sad and freaked out entirely honestly when I have to travel by airplane.
I have only been on an airplane a handful of times. I tried to drive whenever possible, even if it’s going to take a long time. I had to travel across the country for work yesterday and it was the first time I had been on an airplane in a few years. I took a Xanax in the afternoon before I left the house. I was feeling relaxed when I checked into the terminal. I sat outside of a coffee shop with a Danish and a hot cup of coffee. I watched all of the people that were walking by. There was a bathroom across the hall from the area where I was sitting and I could see all of them and ladies coming in and out. I saw a pilot walking out of the bathroom and she looked strange. I didn’t see any other pilots coming out of the bathroom, because the airline has a bathroom for their employees. I decided to go into the bathroom to see if anything was weird and that was when I realized that the bathroom smelled like marijuana. There was really no way for me to know whether or not the pilot was the lady smoking marijuana, but I try to memorize what her uniform looked like. When I got on my own airplane, I was thrilled to see that the pilots were not wearing the same uniform. I do not know if I would have been able to get on the plane if I thought that our pilot was stoned.